Tuesday, August 16, 2011

I want to be an athlete again.

I have always identified myself as an athlete.  As long as I don't have to run, I excel at sports.  Even when overweight, I could kick ass at kickball and volleyball, especially.

Before I became overweight, I was a competitive high school athlete.  I played soccer for twelve years and volleyball for six.  I am going to be honest: I really, really miss competing on that level.  One of my big, intangible goals is to be an athlete again.  I am not yet quite sure what this looks like for me, but I guess that is what makes it intangible.

I do know the first step, though, even if the rest of the path is not visible: get moving.

So how does one do this when you are so out of shape that you have anxiety about going to the gym?

Hypothetically speaking, of course.

I am by no means an expert.  If I was an expert on this, this blog would not exist, right?  I can only say what has worked for me over the last month.  So far, I have rocked the Wii Fit.  I also have tried to go to my apartment complex gym during off times so I can avoid other folks until I feel more comfortable.  Lastly, I have driven over to my parents' neighborhood, parked there and walked the two mile loop there (walking the streets where I live is not feasible because I live smack between to major highways).

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