Today was a hard day.
Work is a little difficult; because of some staffing issues, I currently have to work completely out of my job description to help my team out. I have to move in just under four weeks and I have no idea where I am moving yet. And it's not like I am being indecisive, I truly have no options right now. I am feeling stressed. Stressed to the point of almost bursting into tears in the middle of my office when I hung up with an affordable apartment complex that has no vacancies.
In my "old life," I would have probably run home and poured a glass of wine, or maybe cracked open a beer. Maybe had a big meal with some ice cream. It would have felt pretty good, honestly. But. But, obviously it was unhealthy and it clearly got me nowhere good.
Today, all I wanted to do when I got home was work out. And it felt really really good.
"And I'll be awful sometimes
Weakened to my knees
But I learned to get by
On the little victories."
from Matt Nathanson's "Little Victories"
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